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This year was verry off.. I'm seen so many changes and new faces on the internet that i try to find something super interesting, either people that i met in some communities, and one online game probably manage me to lose my mind.Recent year, im not feeling well.. I seen constant bad news as people being less active or screaming for quitting, and things dont hit the same, resulted that my joy became overthinking stuff with my increasingly anxiety... them getting demotivated, ended up having an internal issue, blaming my own actions and my way of explain non-stop after i lock down, and almost throw everyone out of the bus over talking and 'befriending' with people from the internet.And i realize.. this is not normal, i become a 'zombie' by those people i care too much, i consumed many opinions and news that one of them could result me finding negative energy. It the exact behavior that i did back in 2019, but worst. I got addicted to games as the internet that worsen my mentality, feeding my believe of having loneliness and "no friends" in verry negative way, distracted my real life habits like getting creative and drawing with ideas, normal task and goals, lack of socializing, befriending in person, and appreciating things that i have.I glad step back to calm down and stop trying to delete my whole social media accounts and history over an internal issue. I don't want to lose those people that i met and follow from earlier creating my first account on Google+ to recent years with other accounts by my odd behaviour, so I'll make a new year resolution to recover my mind...im going to delete all my social media apps from my phone (only my computer can access everytime, mostly for posting art), keep 2 decentralize apps and discord to stay on communication, limit time of playing videogames and focus on real life. I'll come back and do real changes on my account, including this website that I'm using to advertise.
(btw, the brush suppose to be domo.town xD)
P.S.: Please don't expect me of quitting, I'm advoiding to be drained by phone addiction. I will be arround.-Gaby
ArtbyGaby
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